June 2011
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the past is the past for a reason
March 2011
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today i feel like i'm evolving
but you make me wonder about fact,
you make me wonder if i’ll take you back again.
‘cause i am vulnerable, but i am strong
and i am wrong a lot.
and i cannot keep you off mind,
i have tried but you come right back in again.
‘cause you are shaken and i am scared,
and I will care for you.
February 2011
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January 2011
16 posts
I have no time for this anymore. My pictures are the most beautiful things you will ever see, so I’m not posting them here. I never ever want to go home. Going to Stockholm two weeks from Thursday, and London in April to see Kate Middleton marry Prince William. Loving my life. Bye. xo
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room
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Leaving
Packing enough of your life away into two suitcases to last you 5 months is a funny feeling. I’m starting to realize how much of my clothing I don’t wear, how many school supplies I don’t use, and how many things I have that I just don’t need. But then, I still look at all of my things laid out and I wonder how I can possibly fit ALL of that stuff into those bags. I have...
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December 2010
14 posts
The people who have things to apologize for never do it and the ones how have nothing to apologize for never stop saying they’re sorry.
“life is not easy for any of us. but what of that? we must have perseverance and...”
– marie curie
All A's this semester...
…feels so good. Something this semester totally clicked and I finally feel like my grades reflect the amount of work I did. These are the best grades I’ve gotten since my freshman year of high school bahaha. Fuck yesss.
23 DAYS
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I met with my advisor today and he told me I’m on an excellent track to apply to a PhD program by next fall.
:D
November 2010
18 posts
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reboot
I start my new life in a new place in 43 days. I’m starting a diet tomorrow and am going to make more of an effort to stay active over Christmas break. I’m dying my hair before I leave. I’m cutting ties, I’ll be abandoning efforts I’ve made for the hell of it for the past 3 years since I graduated once I come back. Going for it.
day 08 - your most "what the fuck was i thinking"...
Everyone who knows me knows the obvious answer to this. We dated for my entire junior year of high school and thinking about him makes me want to vomit because he’s truly just a vile, pompous and ignorant being. There’s nothing I hate more than a stupid person deluded into think they’re smart. He’s asked to be “friends” before and told me not to hold a...
day 07 - something you're really scared of and why
I am terrified of something horrible happening to/within my family while I’m away.
“We live in a society exquisitely dependent on science and technology, in which...”
– Carl Sagan (via crookedindifference)
Chefs as Chemists →
fyeahchemistry:
NYTimes:
Chefs are using science not only to better understand their cooking, but also to create new ways of cooking. Elsewhere, chefs have played with lasers and liquid nitrogen. Restaurant kitchens are sometimes outfitted with equipment adapted from scientific laboratories. And then there are hydrocolloids that come in white bottles like chemicals.
Xanthan gum, for instance,...
day 06 - least favorite five people and why
1. Just thinking about you makes my skin crawl. You are the absolute scum of this earth, and there’s nothing you could ever do that would make me change my mind about you. You are the most abhorrent human being I have ever had the misfortune to meet, and it kills me that you’re out there hurting other girls the same way you hurt me. I hope for their sake that they’re all smart...
day 05 - your favorite 10 people right now and why
I don’t feel like writing why.
In no particular order:
1. Mom 2. Dad 3. Jessie 4. Laura 5. Ian 6. Gilly 7. Sam 8. Mark
I am cutting the list off at 8 because I don’t want to list people that aren’t at the same caliber of importance.
day 04 - a month/year of your life when you were...
Right now. Aside from maybe when I was little, I don’t think I’ve ever been this content. Middle school sucked, high school usually sucked. I know what I want, I’m doing well in school, I’m soon to embark on the adventure I’ve been waiting for. Overall, not too shabby.
day 03 - a time you'd rather forget
I don’t think there are any times I would rather forget, because everything I’ve ever done has made me who I am. For the most part, I really like who I am.
day 02 - something you're self-conscious about
I’m extremely self-conscious about my weight. I doubt this comes as a surprise to anyone who knows me. Fortunately it doesn’t affect my everyday life the way it used to, but it’s still a worry that’s there whenever I look in the mirror. It’s probably never going to go away.
day 01 - how you're different on tumblr from how...
well that’s easy because i’m not. i’m not that guarded or hard to figure out anyways though, or at least i don’t think i am.
